Changes and other news

A blog face lift.....for now. this morning I decided my blog needed to be more bright and welcoming so I gave it a little makeover. In no way is it final because it is kind of boring but I am working on it. I just thought it should have colors that portray my mood a bit better! Enjoy!
This morning about 5 minutes ago I think I had a moment. And when I say moment I mean one of those times when suddenly after days and days of confusion or anger everything seems clear. Let me tell you how it happened. A while ago I began to follow several blogs documenting several childrens' journey through sickness ad this morning I went to go check out an update to find that miss Zoey had been released from her current stay at the hospital. As I listened to John Mayer's lyrics to Say I witnessed the beauty of the pictures of her with her brothers and sister and a small written portion of her mother's feeling of blessedness. While viewing all this I suddenly felt like the black cloud above my soul was lifted.
This past Monday was my last day of high school and the only way I know how to describe what I felt is bittersweet. On one hand I am very happy to have a break from waking up early, doing that silly busy work, being around the same batch of people (minus my friends), the food, and many other things. And God knows I surely won't miss the homework and kids that decide to stop in the hallway and so you bump into them causing them to call you all kinds of loving names! haha ;) As I was leaving school I passed the band hallway and as I was walking I heard the ominous sound of several instruments playing the school song and the laughter of students and as I turned the corner the last thing I saw was two bandos put their arms around eachother and that's when I truly felt the sadness of leaving high school hit me. And maybe I am biased for treasuring that moment because I was in band for the past what....8 years but hey it was the ultimate symbol of my time at BHS. Boy oh boy will I miss it. Yes, I am ready to move on and start college and my new life. But I am also scared because this new chapter has not been written, leaving room for unlimited possibilities. Actually, that last statement is incorrect, it has been written by the author and creater of all people :)
In other news summer has begun! Yay! This summer I want to be useful and use my time to do something, I just don't know what that something is yet...but I am going to figure it out soon! Yes, yes, yes I have a job (a great job) but more on that later. Basically all you need to know is that my job leaves me with lots and lots of time to do what I want and I need something to do during that time. So give me some ideas!
Before I leave for today I have some prayer requests (I like how this whole post is addressed to readers, like I have any hahahaha oh well it is way more fun t write this way!). Pleased pray for April Rose and her mom B! Also, pray for the Freemans and their healing. You can visist their blogs by clicking on the buttons to the right! have a great day!